hello you (:

now playing neopets. as usual=)

jieying came to my house this morning. to DISTURB me. so kind of her right? hahaha. and she said she just come my house and not do anything and let me sleep. in the end, she woke me up, and ended up sleeping on my bed. and i had to go and play neopets. stupid FU!!. haha.

went to meet yin at heartland after that. yup. and we went to compass. ate KFC, and then we planned to walk to hougang. from compass point. yes. haha. so we went but i took the overhead bridge while jieying and waiyin took the traffic light. so in the end they couldn't find me. haha. cos i ran away.. somewhere near my aunt's house downstairs there. yup. so it rained. and i walked around while waiyin sat at the playground. guess i was feeling kinda down, dunno why too? haha. then after that waiyin was hoping for the rain to pour on us. and so we went up to the carpark.

it POURED. the feeling was kinda fun, and we were playing around. and jieying's phone got wet. my phone never kanna even though it was in my pocket most of the time. but in the end left it in the care of yin's bag. so we played around and stayed in the rain for quite some time, from the time it was drizzling till the time it stopped. fun!!=)

then we went to a void deck and sat at the chairs. jy had problems switching on her handphone. spoil le lah. aiyoh. then in the end we walked to compass point. haha. didn't acheive our goal of walking to hougang. haha=) and compass was FREEZING for us. cos we were wet. haha=) and so we went up to the food court to get something to warm ourselves up. ate. and jy wanted to repair her handphone. and so i said," go to your hougang mall lah~!!". and what did they hear? go to your lao gong mall lah!" and they kept suanning me about it. haha. think today something wrong with my speech? but i said HOUGANG~!! not LAO GONG. hahaha. or just that they never dig their ears for very long le. hahaha.

then we went to hougang mall.. and jy was chattering her way there, cos it was cold. and they kept laughing while trying to sit down on the train. cos they said that their butts were very wet. hahaha. was laughing at them. then we went up to the 4th floor. the guy told her that it will cost at least 70 bucks to repair the phone. ex can. haha. then we went to the arcade. after that came out, and jy was pondering over whether to get a new phone. in the end she decided she wanted to get a new one, she ran back to the shop, but the people had already started to repair it. in the end, she went back in the night. but it couldn't be repaired. hahahah. wonder how she's gonna survive without her phone?

waiyin lost her phone, jy had hers spoilt. choy choy. maybe i'm the next to kanna? but my phone less than half a year can? only a few months. but it's not properly mantained. hahaha. i'm not that gentle with my phone ya know. hahaha. anyway, i'm online at this time, but nobody seems to be. haha. kinda quiet today=) shall come online at ten plus. think they'll be here. haha.

i'm sorry to tell you that i tried to forgive,
just couldn't.

thought about it, glad that ya told me.
thanks for being honest,
at least i wouldn't have to find out myself.

will try to forgive,
and i know i will.

just give me time.

somehow i feel, that she understands me better than all of you do.
she knew where to find me, when i'd gone missing.
and i seriously wondered, whether you all knew too.

have ya seriously considered?
or do you take it as a joke.
if time passes,
and nothing changes,
what's the point of putting in effort now?
i just want ya to know,
if you all don't put in any effort,
or if i'm the only one salvaging the situation,
i shall leave things as it is know.
consider.

8:29 PM