hello you (:

dunno what's happening now. comm is split into 2, and i happen to be on the side of the minority i guess. we're seen as ppl who do not work. why? i mean, i thought we were supposed to be united? dunt even know what the hell is happening to everything around.

gotta sort out the prefects portfolio and results slip soon. there's like, internal conflict everywhere, backstabbing. makes me think from another point of view. adds to my thinking skills. i think too much. felt that i've lost another friend. but, do i have a choice? circumstances don't allow me to do so. just feel kinda weird, cos i'm does that are being pai chi in a sense i guess?

don't even have a friend whom i can talk to about these kind of stuff i guess. maybe i do have, just that i'm waiting for that someone to read this and call.. haha. think i'm kinda dumb. don't take initiative. hope that someone will call. actually it's not a particular person, but just anyone. does that can agree with me? yup.

wishing for someone to be here.

anyway, today was supposed to go ice-skating, but in the end, didn't even go at all. my dreams are still not fufiled. didn't even know whether the rink was open. and i haven't even been there at all. never mind lor. in the end, stayed at home, went online. helped chelle do her blog. cos yesterday i did her blog and only left one box there can?! zhen shi bai. haha.

wishing for that someone to appear.

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