hello you (:

i think i'm going mad. did many activities today. woke up at 11+. then after that was talking to shirley on the phone. yup. then was watching meteor garden at the same time. the episode was romantic, but not that exciting. yup=) then after that had lunch, waiting for jayne and vien to call. so we met at 2.15 at charlton park, and i was late. cos i didn't expect them to be early either. haha.

sarah, jue ying, nan xiao, jayne and vien were already there waiting. hee. then we played badminton. not enough rackets, cos there were 7 of us and 5 rackets. plus gina of course. then played until 4.40 liddat? yup. we were supposed to aim for 20 consecutive balls, and when it came to the 20th ball, i missed=) hee. my apologies;) i didn't exactly mean it, but it just missed. haha.

somehow with different groups of ppl i get different kinds of influences.

anyway, after that went to heartland, but drank grass jelly before that, then we went to popular, shopped around, crapped, and i went to top up my ezlink card. then jayne and vien went to buy grass jelly again. haha. dunno what's their obsession with grass jelly? or is it that they didn't drink water the whole day? hee=) anyway, today they were kinda kind, cos they actually waited for the bus with me!! hee=)

came home, ate, watched tv and played tennis at 8. i gave up after 45 mins. cos i couldn't stand the racket. it was like dropping "skin". haha. and my whole entire hand became black black de. eee.. after that came up, rested, and went down to swim again. haha. think i'm going nuts, but actually i desperately wanna slim down cos i've been eating UNCONTROLLABLY for no reason. that always happens when i start to recover emotionally, so it's a good sign mentally but bad sign physically. do you get what i mean?

was looking forward to a chalet with them, but in the end, they settled for going to sarah's house and trying to burn her kitchen down. poor sarah. but she's gotta ask her parents first. yup. got no idea what they're planning to cook? turkey? haha. i dunno. anyway, just hope that i'll be able to find my destination and turning point in life=)

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