hello you (:

hmm. had sec one registration today. woke up at 6, reached sch at around 7 lah. yup. then set up all that stuff. then they were not enough chairs in the earlier part? and i became the pro chair cleaner. clean dunno how many chairs lah. think i looked kinda funny. then went for lunch at macs with mingxiu, tanchun, yin, and lala. haha. was kinda funny. we crapped a lot, and we had a lot of hearing problems! hee;)

then went to bishan, clara took the train from ang mo kio to bishan, then crossed over to take back to yio chu kang while the rest of us went to bishan. was looking for clothes. didnt manage to shop much. dunno why, but i felt damn tired. maybe not enough rest. still feeling tired now. even though i woke up like 1 hour ago? haha. feeling kinda calm, yet agitated. as if trying to keep my cool.

i'm not at peace,
i feel empty.
hollow.
indescribable feeling.
am i too impatient?
i think i am.

i seem to have things going on everyday.
yet i dont feel very happy.
enthusiasm.
is it just a show?
to liven up the atmosphere?
when deep down inside,
i'm wishing,
for that special person to appear.

one who shares the same interest,
the same hobbies,
the same feelings,
one,
who understands me.

so many ppl have said,
i'll be there for you.
but,
it never works.
it's like,
NAAT.

*just let me feel, contented.

10:37 PM