hello you (:

i admire you.
i really do.
for being able to hold out for so long,
for keeping everything to yourself,
for being strong like you are now,
and not wanting to give up at all.

haiz. sometimes i simply dont understand. someone pls enlighten me.

it's Good Friday!! not sure whether i'm going to church, but i'm sure that i'm going out. yes. sometimes life is stable, sometimes it's exciting. stability or excitement? i think i chose stability. because it makes me feel secure, too much of roller coaster rides can give me heart attacks. i dont really like it i guess.

saturday!! gonna celebrate lala's birthday. she has the same birthday as Jayne. haha. then viv's one is next week. wonder where we're gonna go on sat? haven't been out together for a LONG time. ya. i mean as in, go out to play lah. and have fun!! makes me wonder how i'm gonna spend my birthday? thinking and brooding over it? or will i be happy and forget? tell me. can anyone see the future? see how i'll be like in the future. haha.

i don't feel like blogging now. quite moody. must be having PMS again. hee.

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