when results for band came back, some of them ended up in tears, others looked stunned. first thought that came to my mind: where's she? and then, was worried. so went to look. but she merely shrugged it off, saying:"it's already over, what can i do?" i felt, shocked and astounded, yet felt proud for her cos she's learnt how to be strong. however, i was wrong. she broke down in the end. i guess people don't take minutes to change do they? people take time to mature. when you go through another stage of your life, you become another you. that's called change. another you.
it's just like a snake, that sheds its skin over and over again. it's still the same snake, just that it goes through different stages. same snake, but it grows and matures. i wonder, is it hard for the snake to shed its skin? or has it been through it too many times to feel any pain to even feel any? i think it's numb. because this is part of it's growing process. it goes through it so many times to even feel anything i guess.
this seperates humans from snakes? any amount of hurt, big or small, will cause hurt. even the slightest change hurts. what about a big one then?
since you intruded my life,life swept away darkness.a meteorite,how shortlived it may be,still added glow in that darkness.`i wish for a beautiful ending.
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