i shall make this a LONG LONG POST! cos nic ding say that my posts not nice to read de. and she said all short short. so i shall write a long long one. haha.
PB retreat was englightening. cos we learnt that God does extraordinary things through ordinary people. really. it was truly enriching. and the games were fun, according to the prefects. that's good, cos i didn't exactly the afternoon games to turn out fun for the prefects. i was expecting them to see it as draggy and boring. but they said the time given was too short! and i was kinda surprised. but it was a pleasant surprise! and it was fun handling the station with sarah. and i don't know why, but i always lose when i play scissors-paper-stone! i only won sarah TWICE. but i managed to dodge. though we are 2 retarded people. haha. as the prefects came to our station, we watched them play, laughed our heads off, and watch them get wet. and there was one particular group, who had to keep on opening their umbrellas because they kept on losing at scissors-paper-stone! haha. so funny. come to think of it, you don't really feel much until you do reflections. important segment in the whole camp. haha.
and the night games were ok. haha. had pegs clipped on my hair. though i was a little disappointed, but everything turned out well in the end. and the concotion of jelly plus milo, and chilli sauce, curry sauce, ice lemon tea, mashed apple and many stuff which i can't exactly remember. i just remember that it stank. and i was mashing everything with my bare hands. which was really stinky! haha. and then i was like, eeww.. haha. but i just continued mashing it anyway. haha.
got to know more juniors, and got to understand them better, and i like sherrie's camera! it's so nice! i kept on taking photos with it, and she kept on calling me zi lian! haha. it's a sad thing that jayne and gina didn't come. sigh.
the feeling amounts when i discover more stuff gradually. i don't know whether i still care, but if i don't, why do i feel something? or is it a duty?
responsibility is the duty of everyone, but initiative makes you a leader.
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