hello you (:

You were once my one companion . . .
you were all that mattered . . .
You were once a friend and father
then my world was shattered . . .
Wishing you were somehow here again . . .
wishing you were somehow near . . .
Sometimes it seemed
if I just dreamed,somehow you would be here . . .
Wishing I could hear your voice again . . .
knowing that I never would . . .
Dreaming of you won't help me to do all that you dreamed I could . . .
Passing bells and sculpted angels,
cold and monumental, seem, for you,
the wrong companions
you were warm and gentle . . .
Too many years
fighting back tears . . .
Why can't the past just die . . .?
Wishing you were somehow here again . . .
knowing we must say goodbye . . .
Try to forgive . . .
teach me to live . . .
give me the strength to try . . .
No more memories,no more silent tears . . .
No more gazing across the wasted years . . .
Help me say goodbye.

11:42 PM