WAH. I realized i haven't blogged in ages. but that you can't really blame me right. i have been a good girl and doing what i ought to be doing: studying. or rather, playing most of the time and studying more than a little. =)
and so this week was just, school, graduands service, captain's ball and i skipped church today! mainly cos i wanted to study. (but apparently i'm online so what does it actually tell you) will start later. =) so many things on my mind but i don't know where they came from. maybe these underlying things have been beneath for too long they're just starting to surface. but then again, my main concern is spiritual life. down and under. sinking, sinking and sinking.
deeper into hell.
CHOY.
service on friday was kinda ok. but very few ppl turned up. 100 odd? and we were like out of place because obviously we haven't graduated. and mrs wong thought we were graduands that's why we were sitting at the back? HAHA. and i looked at her like i was stunned and she was like, "don't like that lah i don't teach your batch" hahaha. but then again, which batch does she teach in school now ah? hahaha. and next year we're gonna plan it in the new school! =D
i must motivate myself to LOVE studying so that i'll be inquisitive and clear all my doubts and score all my As. (heh, that's highly impossble but well.. ) TRY. hahaha. some subjects just bore me to death eg. a math. cos i know nuts about it.
roar. i love chem. hahaha. ok that was so out of point but never mind.
captain's ball. was, infuriating?! the balance of teams was just. i-don't-know-how-to-say. hahaha. or rather, i'm being polite. but whatever, it was just all for fun. fun in the sun though we played in the hall! roar ok i'm gonna study i'll blog some other time.
i don't know what's wrong.
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