yes i've got so many thoughts running in my head now and i've got no idea where to start from. ok let's try to organise my thoughts.
1)i've been eating a lot lately and i've got no idea why. i feel so hungry even though i've eaten and i love to snack. i think this will result in me inflating and growing really really fat.
2)the year's coming to an end but yet i feel i've wasted this year and there's really nothing worth remembering in the year? (except for the fact that i had to get through the tough Os period) i didn't even cry when i left school. shockingly. maybe it's cos i've grown. =D i know it's not the end and i've become optimistic!
3)jobs are so irritating to find because it's either i don't like it and it's not what i want to do or it's because i can't commit to it? and i think i'm gonna give up soon if i still can't get whatever i want. but there are less jobs nowadays because christmas season is over and everybody's back to work.
4)friends are such a weird group of people. that was such a random thought. i guess true friends are those that accompany you for life. they don't have to be by your side all the time by when you call out to them they are the ones that will respond to your needs i guess. suddenly i feel i only have 1 friend like that? haha. don't ask me why i think i'm just being emo.
5) speaking of being emo, i have been emo these few days. in the night. i don't know why but i just get emo all of a sudden? maybe auntie's coming to visit. MAYBE. but i thought there was another week!
to end it on a lighter note, CHALET. i hope we will have fun and not end up feeling bored with nothing on hand. and i hope it doesn't turn into a total dbsk session. AHEM. at least don't let me drown in dbsk. or maybe i should just learn to like them.
i feel like there's nothing in my life. so empty.
i think it's satan's work. i suddenly realise the words santa and satan have the same alphabets in them. food for thought. =D
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