God works in miraculous ways. at least He talked to me today. (:
Doubt sees the obstacles, Faith sees the way.Doubt sees the darkest night, Faith sees the day.Doubt dreads to take a step,Faith soars on high.Doubt questions, who believes? Faith answers, I.it seriously struck me. all the problems of insecurity.
i also wonder, what will happen in future? whether we will still be together. maybe i'm not so worried about whether we'll stick together, but i'm afraid i'll be over-reliant on zee and end up getting hurt in the end, just like what happened in the past. i'm sorry all these insecurity has caused me to become kinda withdrawn. :(
but i know now for sure, that if i don't change my mindset, from doubt to faith, i'll definitely lose everything. so don't let me down, for you're the love of my life. (:
today i was packing my room, and i didn't want to go and read everything. i'm afraid, afraid that i'll be reminded of all those memories.
"xiao zhu zhu,
pang du du,
chi bao bao,
shui dao ni cuckoo"
haha. it brings tears to my eyes.
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