i've been feeling so melancholic these few days. a punch of nostalgia and perhaps reflection kicks in just makes it all so much impactful.
but i'm not emo.
serious! i've just been thinking about the future, about what i'll be in future, about who'll be with me then, and about many many many things. i wonder what the future holds, and i'm thinking of making plans for my life now. i want to find a christian organization, do volunteer work, and help those that need my help.
fame and power seems so distant and unappealing at this point of time, it's as if i should shun it. i want to make friends who will last, friends who will call me when they're down, and vice versa. random thoughts are running about in my mind, and maybe it's cos..
I'M TURNING 18?!
ok nah then that must be really really crazy. hahaha. am i getting all these pre-18 stress a little early? my birthday's in 4 months and here i am thinking about this. HAHA ok that's really crazy but nah it's just a reflective period in my life. no worries man hahaha.
btw, i just changed my email to
gowanzhen@live.com so if you're reading this please remember to add me on msn! hahaha. (:
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