i feel i have multiple entities in me. however i do not know which one is my identity.
long ago i had a friend whom i told a secret to. since it was a secret, i didn't expect anyone to know. one fine day, she brought me to macs and we chanced upon 2 seniors whom she was close to. naturally, we joined them.
as lunch went on, the conversation topics were becoming rather personal. finally, my senior got straight to the point and questioned me on what had been their initial intention. stunned, i looked at my friend who was still smiling at me while my senior said, "she admitted it already."
lost for words, i told myself that it was all for my own good. she had no malicious intention, had she? afterall, she was a good friend.
i didn't walk away, i just sat there and told them the truth.
today, i don't keep in contact with her anymore. but it wasn't solely because of the incident.
whoever you are, don't let me get you.
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